in this tug of war, you always win; even when i'm right.

back to the place where i belong.
free from everything. at least for now.
is that a good sign?
well seriously, i dont know.

someone ask me,
'what you gona do next?'
"look for job lo."
'what kind of job?'
"hm.. i.. i dont know. havent think yet. see how ler.."
'omg. bla bla bla'
i dont really remember WHAT the person said but i do remember HOW the person sait it.

sigh. i really dont know what i want.
no target no goal? hopeless can dai.
i need to wake up instead of dreaming..
life aint no fairytales. sighs.
reality is cruel. this is so true.

perhaps freedom is not a good thing sometimes.
i need to step forward.
start all over again.
this is tiring. damn.