不懂得道歉，我没那么聪明。

妈的！
我知道我很差。
做什么都不好
讲什么都不对
心情真的烂到极点。
脾气坏到不可收拾。

没有人能够了解，
也没有人能开解；
就只有人会埋怨。

很想告诉大家
就算你们把我糟蹋到什么地步
或者都希望我得到什么烂下场
很对不起
也很可惜
我并不在乎。

不在乎别人
对我的
眼光
批评
不满

因为
我比你们更讨厌我自己！

j0elakesl. iheartyou.

first of all..
i would like to say happie beauty birthday to my beloved
loved loved loved loved loved..
j0ez lake aka the cutieeee pie! *heart*



you are such a sweet person.. when i first met you.
we dont have to talk alot but you can just easily understand me..
you are there when i needed you the most.
thanks for being such a great friend.
i truly sincerely cherish our friendship since few years back..
and i will continue doing it..
you will always be my evil-laughing cutie pie!

anyway,
just wanted to wish you a very happie 2x birthday!
(okie laa, hide ur actual age for you! you see how good i am!) ;x
hope your dreams come true..
and stay pretty always ya!
and..
friendship-4eva.

xoxo. love you. ;)

i'm my own worst enemy.

things are going against me lately. and i dont understand why.

and just because i swear more than you do, does that show that im a bad and you're not?
i know lahhhh biatch, everyone knows that you're the most polite homosapiens in the world lahh who always wearing different shity mask everyday. opps! sorry. im being rude again.

you dare to swear to god that you never swear or not? fuktard. just because i swear 'fuck' and you replace the word to 'ji dan gao' aka chicken egg cake doesnt mean that you dont swear. the word 'ji dan gao' is only the the cover line for you and you wanna tell that you are more polite than me just because i swear 'cibai' or 'diu'? mofo. it is only the same term for me as ji dan gao as i sweared in different words doesnt mean im rude.

you know, it is so damn fucking annoying when people are complaining about your rudeness like 'hou sam la, you are a girl, dont swear those words lah!' 'dont be so rude laaa!' 'yiyerrr, tao yan, dont swear so much lah no good one!' yeah right. swear ma ass off.

what? swearing is not good? why is it not good? you tell me. is it bad for health? or you will be dying when someone is swearing? or you will gone blind when i show you my middle finger? yiu. fucking retarded. just because you dont show middle finger and this will makes you a better person ahhh? dont be so self-preservation laaa. dont fucking judge me that way. diu.

and guess what? im just gona say..
OH YEAH! SCREW ALL OF YOU.
eh please lah, you know you are swearing. like anyone else too.
i do say please. do i sound like more polite?

DAMN! FUCKING PISSED ME OFF!

and not forgetting..
HAPPY FARKING APRIL FOOL dumbass! :D

would you please.. put me out of my fucking misery?