子不嫌母丑，狗不嫌家贫。

我想我真的麻木了。

搞不懂为什么人总是那么可悲。

有的人，在沧海变成桑田时，表现得还不如一条狗。

falling slowly.

it's funny when i realized that im getting more and more demanding about my life. but people tend to be more materialistic and realistic when they grow up, isnt it?

the more i see, the more i want.

and please dont stop me from competition. i cant never stop comparing. it is something that inside me. i will not change. i can never change.

dont ask me why, because i dont know. i will never know.

this is the cruel and ironical world. people wont feel sympathy for you. there are some people out there just waiting to see you fall, hoping one day you wont succeed; i always believe that.

people get jealous of everything. this is human nature.

how pathetic.

people like you when they feel comfortable with you;

people dont like you just because you look good. how true.

sometimes i wish i was someone else.

专属天使

晚上的机场特别的冷清。

雨一直下，离别总是那么的伤感。

末班机飞往一个根本不属于我的地方。

冷漠，无情的现实生活，

总令人喘不过气来。

无奈。

咬紧牙根

我终于知道是什么感觉了。

希望一切安好。

要好好照顾身体。

我爱你们。

100分？

人不是完美的。
这是一个根本改变不了的事实。

但是又为了什么不断要求身边的人变成自己理想中的完美呢？
不是强人所难吗？

有时候，
我们都会很习惯地说：你变了。

其实很多时候我们都没发现，
其实也是因为自己开始变了。
才说是别人变了。

因为，我们看别人的观点，
都已经和从前不一样了，

所以才会发觉到变化的所在。

我知道我变了，

已经开始变得无理取闹了

已经开始让人家反感了

已经开始要抓狂了

我完了。

in this tug of war, you always win; even when i'm right.

back to the place where i belong.
free from everything. at least for now.
is that a good sign?
well seriously, i dont know.

someone ask me,
'what you gona do next?'
"look for job lo."
'what kind of job?'
"hm.. i.. i dont know. havent think yet. see how ler.."
'omg. bla bla bla'
i dont really remember WHAT the person said but i do remember HOW the person sait it.

sigh. i really dont know what i want.
no target no goal? hopeless can dai.
i need to wake up instead of dreaming..
life aint no fairytales. sighs.
reality is cruel. this is so true.

perhaps freedom is not a good thing sometimes.
i need to step forward.
start all over again.
this is tiring. damn.