dalam dilema, di antara jalan derita.

hari ini saya akan blog dengan bahasa malaysia. semoga saya dapat tulis dengan selancar-lancarnya. ;X

akhirnya, peperiksaan makmal BFP yang merupakan mimpi ngeri bagi saya sudah berakhir. tapi sedih, saya tidak mempunyai masa yang mencukupi untuk membuat kesemua soalan yang diberi. haihs. banyak jawapan yang ditinggalkan kosong.. matilah kali ini. ;(

aduhai. kini saya berasa sangat takut kalau-kalau dapat markah yang tidak memuaskan. mesti kena tembak kuat-kuat. wuwu. harap-harap saya dapat melepasi dugaan ini!

gambar hari ini:

inilah rupa yang tensyen sebelum peperiksaan.

rupa-rupanya begitu susah mahu blog dalam bahasa malaysia. kalau selalu macam ini, mesti kena penyakit tekanan darah tinggi.

harap maaflah kalau blog saya ini ada banyak kesalahan tapi ini adalah untuk kegunaan sendiri sahaja. sekian sajalah entri ini. terima kasih atas kesabaran anda untuk membaca. HAHAHA.

the best place to cry is in the rain.. where no one will know.

one step closer to the edge.

will be having the BFP lab test tomorrow!! i think everyone are nervous.. maybe not for the pro. maybe they are just relaxing while watching movie and listening to music. but not me. im having a hard time doing calculations. and dreadful formulas made me sick. WHY PPL WANTED TO CREATE THIS SUCH OF COMPLICATED SUBJECT?!

sorry for my stupidity. i just couldnt help myself. just a lil bit out of track. but i promise i will be fine.

BFP is killing indeed. im dyingggggg!! argh! i wonder why i still have time for this post.. LOL. i shud get my ass settled and continue my practice. practice makes perfect, right?? -.-

and..
PRAY HARD. i mean, REAL HARD. hopefully there will be a rainbow for me after the rain. :]

good luck everyone!

perhaps this would help?

When will this miserable life end?

AIYO screw lah! i lewat again. as usual..

for the birthday wishes..

SORRY loh!! im not supposed to be late to wish someone happy bday.. I KNOW LAH! but then, life are just too fussy and busy.. and guess what, i dont even know what i busy for!? wth. OK lah, screw it.

anyway, i want to wish Ms. PEI KOON aka my cousin a happy belated birthday!! hope you happy happy lah! ;D

Ms. HIN with her lovely smile.

and here is.......

YEAH, its the ULTIMATE BUCKER WEAPON for you!!

it will soon enough deliver to you babe! hope you will like it! ;D

i heart you. always.

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.

bearbrickness.

this morning hardly get off from bed because it was so comfortable to stay under my warm blanket and plus the weather are like indirectly tell me not to go for class.. raining heavily and thunderrrrrrr. aww! laziness conquered 80% of my mind. another 20% dont know gone where. but sad.. since im a good student, what to do, MUST attend class loh! ;X

went lunchieeee with my funny-to-death classmates at miu kai because we really outta ideas where to go for lunch since we kept eating the same foods. every week. can you imagine that? swt -.- the food hunting session was awesome. and we were there chit-chatting for about 2hours+. gosh! we were just simply too many topics to talk about.. from the sky to the land and to sea. LOL. and me, cheryl and peter were ordered there same drinks which we called ying yong in cantonese and it is actually only coffee + tea.

here's the result..

cheryl lovely babe with her ying yong.

Miyake Hale and her ying yong. ;x

and the best poser goes to...

peter gan aka the CUTE sai lou with his ying yong.

hurhurhur. aww! peter is soooooooooooooooooooooo cute with the one-line eyes smile. do you guys agree with me? ;D lets voteeeeeeeeeeee.

randon picture of the day :

You said you didn't need me in your life. I guess you were right.

deedeelicious.

for the love of my life..



DeeDee, mummy miss you! ;(

just lack of luck, nothing else.

what a gloomy saturday for the RED DEVILS fans. like me. :( but it's okay..

today is just not a lucky day, thats all. but in the end, the glory will still belongs to MANCHESTER UNITED! RED DEVILS ROCKS! :D i'll be waiting for the day to come..

kinda moody, dont feel like crapping much. im just a lil emo. very LITTLE only. better off to bed than torturing myself for keep seeing the highlight of the stupid match. :( *sad*


and.. the picture of the day:




credit to peter aka cute sai lou for taking this kinda yau yeng pic of patrick. *hugs*

i like to eat it eat it.

uhhhhh. tiring day.

went back from my 2nd house wannabe. attended the boring + dreadful classes is killing me every single day. ;(

BFP is dying. i had miserable time doing calculations indeed.
MAP is dying. i think my brain is condemn. hardly memorized all those lame theories and LONGGGGGG statements.
NWS is dying. the subject understands me more than i can recognize them.
DWDS caused me to deathhhhhhhh! just blardy kill me for godsake! anyone??
and.. and.. the assignments are out. and guess what, i just dont have the mood to start doing it. yet. hopefully i can finish it on time. ;| *pray hard!*

it was practically raining cats and dogs when i on my way home and my housemate was asking me out for dinner. frankly speaking, i've got no urge and that kinda mood to go out. but since he said he belanja, so.. WHY NOT? ;D *refer to peter's quote.*

so, we went to BLACK CANYON restaurant which located at jusco, maluri. ;D





this is my cute housemate, wee siang siang & his spaghetttti.



and me. excuse my panda eyes and ugly look. *sad* and my tomyam & square rice? yum yum.



our drink. iced blended green tea with milk + teh ice.



and guess what, it only cost us less than RM50. very daiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii loh. ;D


tears are just unspoken words a broken heart can't bare to speak.

random post ;D

i was kaikai-ing with my so-called daddy, mr LEONG, to pavilion. ;D but sad, we only went for window shoppinggg since our wallet almost "dry" dah!! ;(

pavilion, in my term, is a high-class shopping mall with all those dreamers' dream branded stuffs + costly with fine quality and looking good clothes :D~~~ and.. and.. bla. (cheryl babe, we shall go shopping someday! ;x)

mr. LEONG claimed that he never try Carl's Jr. before, so we went there to makan! ;D and guess what, he was actually surprised with the SIZE of the burger!! LOL. i ter-read a quote at the tissue box there found that it was quite funny. it says "She Tells You Size Does Not Matter. She's Lying." omg! whats that suppose to mean? LOL. ngek ngek ngek. okay lah, dont think too much ya. it actually talking about the size of the burger la. *winks!* ;x

here is the result..............

awww. mr LEONG and his burger.
can you see how hungry he was? ;x

btw, can you see the guy behind with the orange shirt? he is actually one of my classmate, islam. ter-met him there with his friends. i dont know whether i spelled his name correctly or not but hopefully he dont mind. ;D

he insisted me to bite the burger! LOL.

CRISPY CHICKEN. promotion? -.-?

but seriously, i cant finish the goddamn burger!! ;( its really biggggg!! ahh no, i think the suitable word to describe the burger is HUGE! damn bloody BESARRRRR you tau? -.-" i shall call peter to join me since he likes to eat ppl's leftover so much. (since he likes to complain that me and cheryl always wasted the foods.) hurhurhur. ;D what? geli ah? no leh, you can save alot you know? ;D *referencing: peter's quote.*

and last but not least, muacks to my sexy housemate, mr GAN xiong xiong for his lovely blue roses..



tenkiu verie muchie! *hugs!*


not all scars show. not all wounds heel. sometimes you can't see the pain that you feel.