100分？

人不是完美的。
这是一个根本改变不了的事实。

但是又为了什么不断要求身边的人变成自己理想中的完美呢？
不是强人所难吗？

有时候，
我们都会很习惯地说：你变了。

其实很多时候我们都没发现，
其实也是因为自己开始变了。
才说是别人变了。

因为，我们看别人的观点，
都已经和从前不一样了，

所以才会发觉到变化的所在。

我知道我变了，

已经开始变得无理取闹了

已经开始让人家反感了

已经开始要抓狂了

我完了。

can we pretend that airplane in the night sky like a shooting star? i could really use a wish right now.

arghhhh. you know you have been busy when your mama starts calling you at random times asking why you havent been calling. i felt soooooo bad. T_T

i used to call my mom and just talk to her whenever i feel like it. but now, omgggg! this is the 882901times she asked me the exact same question. :( i miss you, mom! i miss you, pa! i miss everyone and everything at home so BADLY! :(

i cant even remember what i have been done ever since i gone insane after the submission of iemky and now it seems like im losing my way. :( now FYP ahhhhh FYP, you're taking 75.92% of my life!! big SIGHs!

seriously, i dont even know if its possible to forget how to be hardworking.

and if it is possible, i have totally forgotten how.

and NOW, YEAAAA..
all these last minute rushing assignment is killing me!!

can i use a wish right now?

midpoint soon,
die liao laaa
die 96.

因了解而分开？

如果忽远忽近的洒脱，
是你要的自由，
那我宁愿回到一个人生活。 

如果忽冷忽热的温柔，
是你的藉口，
那我宁愿对你从没认真过。 

到底这感觉谁对谁错， 
我已不想追究，
越是在乎的人越是猜不透。

december blues.

saw this quote and kinda likey it. huhu.
so i decided to copy it and share it here..
perhaps im just being annoyed.
perhaps this is the real me.

"someday you'll cry for me like i cried for you,
someday you'll need me like i needed you,
someday you'll miss me like i missed you,
someday you'll love me but I WONT LOVE YOU. "


wheeeeeee. dont worry.
im not emo or moody.
huhuhu.
its kinda meaningful
and i just wanted to share. :D

you wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down, you'll be my only..

哭包二号，
以后别再这样吓我了，
你哭到我的心都凉了。
我会心脏病爆发的。

哭包一号，
你竟然会安慰哭包二号！
而且安慰人的功能竟然那么“掂”！
够厉！哈哈！

back to assignment ah juannnnn.
死到临头了还不怕。:(

i fought until the limit to stand on the edge.

是的。
人不是万能的。
一旦病了，就特别想家。

现在的我；
只想回到属于我的地方；

是的。

现在的我；
只想回家去。

all good things come to an end.

MU down.
DWDS down.
my mood down.
im damn fucking pissed off!

would somebody be kind to take a gun and shoot on my head?

i'd rather die.. if i dont have you.

i hate this part right here.

i know im selfish.
if you could understand.
but only you could stay,
and if it's only a lie
that you would tell
which i know..
just to make me happy;
deep inside my heart
im truely happy.

yell at me,
for my mistakes;
blame on me,
for my childish
snide about me,
for my stubborness.

whatever it is..
do i ever look like i care?

i am screaming, i love you so.

on my own.

but my thoughts you cant decode.

i think i know

there is something i see in you

it might kill me

i want it to be true.

- decode, paramore.