i knew you were trouble

i dont know how to describe my feeling now.

i never sound doesnt mean i dont know anything..

its just i'm waiting for you to realise yourself.

& yes, karma is totally a bitch. 

xoxo.

second chance?

I always believe in second chances.
I just dont believe in everyone deserves them.

well said.

sorry seems to be the hardest word

你的仁慈, 才是对小三作最残忍的报复。

karma will get you back, bitch.

drenched

很快的，又要回到现实了；

超不想去上班的。

但，不做工，谁来养我呢？

现实啊，你真的很残忍！

都快三张了，时间可不可以停留啊？

就当着可怜我吧！

指望。

先给爱的人并不可怜。
早知道最后的结局，多落的分离。
我是有理由不死心塌地。

我当然不恨你，也从来不怨你。
我看就这样算了吧，就这样散了吧。

承认

跨别之后的回归。:)

最近很喜欢写一些让人觉得很emo的statement。

有时候是自己看了别人的故事，也把自己也幻想是故事里的人物了。

可能自己也随着年龄的增长，看事会往很多方面想，有时还会想多了。

所以，大家也别再为我担心了。

越是累了，就要更发奋图强；

越是受伤了，就要更快自我疗伤。

况且，人总要长大吧？

子不嫌母丑，狗不嫌家贫。

我想我真的麻木了。

搞不懂为什么人总是那么可悲。

有的人，在沧海变成桑田时，表现得还不如一条狗。

falling slowly.

it's funny when i realized that im getting more and more demanding about my life. but people tend to be more materialistic and realistic when they grow up, isnt it?

the more i see, the more i want.

and please dont stop me from competition. i cant never stop comparing. it is something that inside me. i will not change. i can never change.

dont ask me why, because i dont know. i will never know.

this is the cruel and ironical world. people wont feel sympathy for you. there are some people out there just waiting to see you fall, hoping one day you wont succeed; i always believe that.

people get jealous of everything. this is human nature.

how pathetic.

people like you when they feel comfortable with you;

people dont like you just because you look good. how true.

sometimes i wish i was someone else.

专属天使

晚上的机场特别的冷清。

雨一直下，离别总是那么的伤感。

末班机飞往一个根本不属于我的地方。

冷漠，无情的现实生活，

总令人喘不过气来。

无奈。

咬紧牙根

我终于知道是什么感觉了。

希望一切安好。

要好好照顾身体。

我爱你们。

100分？

人不是完美的。
这是一个根本改变不了的事实。

但是又为了什么不断要求身边的人变成自己理想中的完美呢？
不是强人所难吗？

有时候，
我们都会很习惯地说：你变了。

其实很多时候我们都没发现，
其实也是因为自己开始变了。
才说是别人变了。

因为，我们看别人的观点，
都已经和从前不一样了，

所以才会发觉到变化的所在。

我知道我变了，

已经开始变得无理取闹了

已经开始让人家反感了

已经开始要抓狂了

我完了。

in this tug of war, you always win; even when i'm right.

back to the place where i belong.
free from everything. at least for now.
is that a good sign?
well seriously, i dont know.

someone ask me,
'what you gona do next?'
"look for job lo."
'what kind of job?'
"hm.. i.. i dont know. havent think yet. see how ler.."
'omg. bla bla bla'
i dont really remember WHAT the person said but i do remember HOW the person sait it.

sigh. i really dont know what i want.
no target no goal? hopeless can dai.
i need to wake up instead of dreaming..
life aint no fairytales. sighs.
reality is cruel. this is so true.

perhaps freedom is not a good thing sometimes.
i need to step forward.
start all over again.
this is tiring. damn.

心，累了。

我不懂，真得不懂，
总觉得什么事都给我搞砸了。
是我不够好，还是你太好？
是不是日子久了，
环境变了，人也跟着变了？
我也不想再去执著什么。
只要你高兴就好。
你好就好。

可能，在爱里面这样算笨。
可能，永远没有所谓永恒。

你听了很多，你说了很多
你都没有错；错在我，太寂寞。
谁居心叵测 ？谁存心搅和？
不必再挑拨 ，我现在只想撤。

有太多假设， 有太多揣测
幻灭这一刻；任谁都逃不过。
从缠绵悱恻 到彼此沉默。
爱情这首歌 ，你跟我 Key不合
泪已够， 别再说；
累已够， 别挽留。- 累格。

Waiting for the end to come; wishing I had strength to stand..

miss daldal, please dont forget about our date.
i need you to end this pain for me.
hopefully it ends tomorrow.

god bless me.

我飞行，但你坠落之际；很靠近，还听见呼吸。

上的星期大病一场，
38, 39, 38, 39
这几个号码一直徘徊。
那段期间自己好像真的支撑不住了，
很痛，很辛苦。

感谢你的保佑，
如今病好了。

很庆幸的，
自己还活着。
没什么比这个重要了。

谢谢在我病倒时细心照顾我和关心我的人。
我爱你们！

爸妈，对不起，
让你们担心了！

to miss THM

刚刚看到某些人为你写的部落格, 有少少不爽, 所以自己也要写一个.
其实很懒得写那么多, 因为我是以行动来证明的, 不是靠说咯. ;x
难道我不说, 你就不懂我对你的心意吗? 不可能吧!


我爱的傻婆戴敏敏，
今年不多写什么废话了,
只想祝你有个愉快的生日,
希望你不要如往年一样"扑街",
希望你的傻米妮对你好一点,
希望你快快搞定你的fyp,
希望你快快找到心中所爱,
最重要是开开心心和身体健康!

友谊永固!
爱你 :)

我接受唔到咯!~

你的爱就像彩虹；雨后的天空。你的爱就像彩虹；绚烂却教人迷惑。

胡先生送了一盒饼给我，
虽然里面只有两片，

但已经很足够了。

all the way from hk - 老婆饼

老婆饼的典故

at least, at last. :S

味道的确跟本地的老婆饼不一样。
谢谢你，胡先生。
下次吧，
下次一定会让你品尝家乡的好料！

:)

zsamina mina zangalewa; this time for SPAIN!

i know it's kinda late for this but still..

VIVA SPAIN! :D


so lengzai. :*)

and Iniesta the hero who gave Spain its first WC title.

Spain is the best! 2years after winning the European title and now they lift the World Cup trophy in South Africa. :)

VIVA ESPANA!

the dutch or espana? ESPANA!

this is the first time that Spain has been into the world cup final and according to the prediction of Paul the octopus, they going to lift the trophy for the first time for sure. :)

before this i was so in love with England and supported them because gerrard and lampard are in the team. they are cute hoh? LOL. and the referee made mistake which failed to spot the second goal of England and instead of drawing level at 2-2, England lose 4-1 in the second half to Germany. :( maybe there will be other result if the second goal was counted in. sighs. :(

okays now, let's move on to Spain. the reason i support Spain but not Netherlands because of cute guys too wtf. err no, i mean, their playing skill is more POWER than the dutch. and and.. still, Spain has more cute and handsome guys! Fernando Torres, David Villa, Iker Casillas, Cesc Fabregas, Xabi Alonso and etc etc.

the Spainish

Fernando Torres

David Villa

Cesc Fabregas

aiyaaaa sei mei, i'm so in love with Torres now. so nao you see la, all the cute guys are in Spain. how can i not support them in their battle against Netherlands?

i think everyone should support the spanish too! LOL. :)

go Spain! go ESPANA!

bullet for my valentine

dearest mr snowman,
thanks for the yummylicious birthday treats.
we shall go makan again! :D

okays la. berie yau yeng lah. :/

snow's fish fish :D

yummy! :)

milky honey dew is loved.

some whatever name mango drinks.

terima kasih for the WX1.
i will take good care of it. promise.
xoxo. lots of love. :)

and now it's obvious that we know who the real bitch is..

yes i know. this is such a wrong time to blog.
and i'll make it real fast one and continue on my last minute revision.
but who cares. blahhhhh..

tomorrow will be the last paper..
opps. it's today, at 3pm.
and im done.
done with exams.
thats it.

tired.

so. damn. tired.

wish me luck. :)

this peter is so cool! HAHAHAHA. :D